to stay positive.

It's SPRING! I am so happy to have the spring air in my face. And now I am cleaning out the closet, the house, the car, the brain. Toss out that gloomy, worn out stuff! But now I need to replace the stuff I've thrown out. Which means shopping! =0) I'll post pics of the things I buy for spring as I go...

No shopping anymore, saving my money for the legal team. *Sigh*

I read my astrology everyday. Sometimes even up to 3 times a day. I find that it's like reading tea leaves. I go through the day, then as an obstacle comes up, I stop and go back to read the astrological forecast to see if what is happening was predicted and then I read into it to see how the obstacle will unfold. My favorite sites are: www.jessicaadams.com, she has daily, weekly, monthly and yearly forecasts and then I also like www.astrolgyzone.com. Susan Miller is quite good with her monthly forecasts. And then I like www.frankpilkington.com. His voice is more brief and too the point, which I like. But then again, I like all their writing styles. I also read Holiday Mathis' horoscope on www.creators.com. If only they knew they had such influence over my life! 

This year and 2012 has been quite the challenge. If I knew how stressful it was going to be to make a TV show, I'm not sure I would have done it.  I'm sure it will all be worth it. I did say I wanted a TV show and it is a huge responsibility and honor to get your own show! But I've worked hard enough to know that working hard is better when it's fun. And I need to find the fun. Please, I hope this year becomes fun. I must find the fun...!

Happy New Year to everyone! 2012 has been a challenging year for me, kind of unbalanced actually. But it's a good time to take stock of what I want to change. I'd like to have more fun. More time to read, do fun things, see more movies and spend more time with my husband. I used to be in a book club, but I fell off that wagon when our first baby came. So I will find the time to fit that in. And I also want to take up meditation. Oh, yeah and I guess I have to work too. Well, I guess I'll write out my list and take it day by day, crossing off the things on my list until I get them done. I hope you guys get to add more of the things you want into your lives this new year. Happy 2013!

I've long wanted to ask Margaret Cho to voice the character of Mother Lee, the mother of Kim. I thought it was a long shot, but I said, I really want her and I will ask. I wished and I prayed and then I reached out and it happened! She said yes! I have to say, Margaret Cho is the coolest ever. I reached out to her, and she immediately responded that she would love to be a part of the project. She is a big star and a series regular on Drop Dead Diva which shoots in Atlanta and is very busy, but she still made time for my little show. She won't be on all the episodes, but we got her for a few of the episodes, and I am grateful for that! When I saw her on July 18 at the recording studio, I was such a dork and really giddy to see her. Now I realize, that I can't do that anymore and must act like a professional!! No giggling! No pinching of my own arm! So lame, Lela! Anyway, we had another recording session on August 8th and I was much more composed. Did I also mention she is nominated for an Emmy? Yes, she is! She is uber-talented and funny and is nominated for her portrayal of Kim Jong Il on 30 Rock. How cool is that? I feel so luck to have her be a part of the show. *Sigh* I pinch my arm. =0)

Yes, it's happening! Angry Little Asian Girl is going to be an animated television show! It's been a long road and, I mean a really long, a decade plus long road. But I am happy to announce that ALAG will be on the new Asian-American pop cable network MNET. It's a new network, and not carried by all carriers, but I get it on Time Warner.  Here's the MNET USA website: http://www.mnetamerica.com/. I'm writing all 12 fifteen minute episodes and the animation team is small and tight. I'll post more pics as production goes. The show is slated to launch in late fall of 2012. That's around the corner! So I gotta get back to work! Bye!

Dear Monday,

Please oh please, let me be able to tackle the week's to do list with fresh optimism and not the overworked feeling of fatigue and annoyance. Over the weekend, my little one was sick and then my older son got jealous that I was always with the little one. Then they both were hanging on my leg crying. It's Monday morning and I have a ton of stuff to do but I can't shake this frazzled nerves feeling. UGH. Being a parent is hard, a working parent is I think harder. There's no rest or recharge for me. =/ Having a whiny sick kid happens, but it makes me feel frazzled and irritated. Maybe I'll get a latte...